Tuesday, May 31, 2011

I miss you like crazy Anthony Aguilera!
Blow Bubbles
Dance In the Rain
Make Wishes on Shooting Stars
Dream Big
Run Through the Sprinklers
(live life as if you were a little kid... because things were always easier back then)

Tuesday, May 24, 2011


Everyday he is away I miss him!
But, everyday he is away I am also so proud of him!!
Keep chasing your dreams!!!!

Had It All

I just really like this Song!!!!!

Day #6 of Happiness

Yesterday i found happiness in music! A good song can really turn your day around!

I even made Anthony a Remix of Kesha's Tick Tock Song

Wake up in the morning feeling like Buster Posey
Grab my glove and bat and hit the field but
before i leave i eat my Wheaties with a spoon
Cause when i leave for the field i need my energy

Im talking home runs left and right, RIGHT!
Runners being thrown out, OUT!
Announcers in the booth playing my walk out song
Pulling up to the plate to hit that home run

Don't stop hit it out!
Announcer blow the speakers up till i hit that ball out!
Tick Tock on the clock but the games in extra innings!!


Sunday, May 22, 2011

Day #5 of happiness

Today was kind of a tough day to find some sort of happiness...
Today was a hard day cause its been almost a month sense i have seen Anthony and For the past couple days he was in San Diego for his friends wedding in California so i could of easily seen him if it wasnt for stupid school lol but anyways i miss him so much and i love him so much but today i found happiness in my family!!!

I went to my aunts to watch the sharks game then got massages with my cousin!

Saturday, May 21, 2011



I went shopping today and that made me tons happy because I actually found quite a lot of cute clothes!!

Friday, May 20, 2011

Day #3 of Happiness!!

Day #3 of Happiness:
 What made me happy today was the beautiful weather! The sun decided to greet San Jose for a change and it was the all around perfect beautiful day!!!

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Day #2 Of Happiness!

Day #2 Of Happiness!!

Today me and My cousin Nikki are going to be 
running 5 miles! This makes me happy! Along with getting to 
hangout with my amazing cousin!!!!!

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Day #1 of Happiness

Today I found happiness in little Joe Joe one of the boys I nanny for...
He taught me something that he likes to call the NINJA... It made my whole day! Love this KiDDo!

Watch the video its really too funny!


To me happiness is many things and all around me everyday. I am going to start finding ONE thing everyday that makes me happy and blog about it. Everyday the thing that makes me happy is going to be for me and be different from the  happy thing from the day before!! There are so many things to make us happy in this world and its time we start seeing them and appreciating them!! So, I am going to start blogging about my Happiness and maybe you all will start to feel happy and bubbly if you already aren't hhaha!!!

  • a state of well-being and contentment
  • a pleasurable or satisfying experience

Meredith: Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy. Maybe it's this expectation though of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to state's of bliss, the more confused we get - to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it's been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.

Happiness comes in many forms. In the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dreams come true,or in a promise of hope renewed. It’s ok to let yourself be happy, because you never know how great that happiness might be.Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life, that you expect it to always be there, because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it’s so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you’re happy.


Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Last Day of School for the Year! Finals! then Summer!!

         Today is my last day of classes for this semester!!! 
     Yesss!!!! Summer vaction you are that much closer!!!

   Then comes those AWFUL final exams... ughhh!!! total summer BUZZ kill!

(Beach, Lake, Boating, Baseball, Anthony, Friends, and Country Music)

So excited for this Summer Vacation!!

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Love Grey's Anatomy!

Dr. Derek Shepherd to Meredith: "It means you have a choice. You have a choice to make. And I don't want to rush you into making the decision before you're ready. This morning I was going to come over... I was going to say... What I wanted to say was... But now all I can say is that... I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you for, ever. I'm a little late, I know I'm a little late in telling you that. I, I just, I just want you to take your time, you know. Take all the time you need, because you have a choice to make. And when I had a choice to make, I chose wrong. Goodnight!"

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

my loves, my hopes, my dreams!

MY LOVES: family, friends, coffee, bike rides, beach, camping, boating, hiking, laughing, swimming, long relaxing runs, kids, jokes, country music, quotes, sprinklers, home videos, old photos and new photos, vacations, road trips, the sun, and lastly Anthony!

MY HOPES: to be healthy, be happy, be loved, be cared for, be successful, to love unconditionally, to always be understanding, realize a good thing when i see one, have no regrets, live life to the fullest!!!

MY DREAMS: To travel to Italy, Portugal, and Greece, Get married, have kids, make a house a home, Be a role model, be a helping hand whenever I can, give back, help others!

there is probably tons more but this is just a quick list! <3

Lady A!!!!


Thursday, May 5, 2011


tonight was my last soccer thing ever. i had my end of the season banquet. watching the slide show and highlight video of this past season made me feel so blessed for my amazing friends and the supportive people around me but i could not help but miss one special person .... anthony!

I wish Anthony could be around more so we could experience moments in each others lives together rather than apart, but i know one day that will all be able to happen and that is what keeps me going. i wish i was on his journey of conquering his baseball dream and he wishes he could be there for me when i graduate from San Jose State or whatever it may be! We are each others biggest fans no matter where we are and to me that will ALWAYS be enough.

Long Distance is not easy and i give anyone who does it all the credit in the world.

He is my best friend! September please come here QUICK!!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

No Strings Attached!

“If you miss me, you can’t text it, you can’t email it, you can’t post it on my  wall. If you really miss me, you get in your car and come and see me.” ~No Strings Attached!

If only life was like the movies... huh?
I miss Anthony everyday and if i could just get in the car to go see him cause i miss him i would... but that car ride would be about 14 hours haha... so i guess a good phone call or text saying i miss you will just have to do! 

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Things i find COMFORT in.

When times are hard or rough there are certain things I take comfort in that always turn my day around!

A good movie!
Sunsets on the beach!
Starbucks Coffee!

A good Gossip Magazine!

Now how About that Royal Wedding??

How about that dress? Beautiful!
                                                 How about that happy couple? Stunning!
                                                      How about their first kiss? Adorable!
                                      How about that horse and carriage ride? Classy!
                               How about the convertible car drive away? Flawless!
                                                             All in all it was a fairytale! 

May 6th Something Borrowed so Stoked!!!

love love love!!!

I Iove Reality TV...

May 16th New Jersey Housewives is back on!!! whoop whoop
                                         I am in Love with Teresa! her Kids are just adorable!

Audrina has a new Reality show! I love it!

Monday, May 2, 2011


Tough Days!

Today was a hard day! I spent 4 days with Anthony in Arizona for baseball and had to say my "see ya soons" this morning when he dropped me off for my flight back to San Jose! My time spent with Anthony in Arizona was great we went to the Arizona mall and its like 4 stories of pure amazingness... and we came across this amazing fountain and like the huge dorks we are we decided to throw pennies in. We made our wishes and threw the pennies into the fountain. I wished for what i pray for every night.... Strength! strength to get through the distance, the obstacles, and strength for Anthony to never give up no matter how tough it may be for him. We went to a cute wine pub with Anthony's friend Gibby and his girlfriend, and spent a lot of hours just hanging out and talking... something i used to take for granted, but now very much enjoy!  Its always hard to say goodbye to someone you love especially when you don't know when the next time you will see them will be! In the minor leagues every day something can happen and there is no such thing a sure thing... This may be my last time seeing Anthony before his off season in September because, where Anthony will end up being placed is super expensive to fly to, and takes months in advance preparation for, and i cant plan months in advance due to the fact that he could be moved at any given moment! We promised each other we are going to give 100% no matter what and just stay strong through these times and just let go of trying to plan and just see what happens... Long Distance Relationships do Suck, but when you find someone who is worth doing it for it makes it suck a little less!

On tough days like today i try and think of happy, funny, amazing memories to cheer me up!
So long ago but such a favorite!!